I am a plastic man
Wish I could be the one you could be proud of
I’m losing hard again
Wish I could show what you think I’m made of…

This is the words of the band Seether … I feel like I belong nowhere, like no one wants me around them…like I’m a great burden to everyone around me….

I know that everyone doesn’t think so at all, then why is this feeling haunting me? Why do I think that every one hates me and talks behind my back? Why am I feeling so lost and alone when there’s so many people surrounding me?