What a week!!!

Just a few more months then I’m done with school. In a way I am excited and sad too, but my topic is about friendship.

Last Friday one of my friends asked me to talk to her uhmm…boyfriend?? Anyway, I agreed to speak with him. The thing is, I kind of had a very rough nigth. The friend I cared most about, whom I wanted to have more than a friendship with, took back his ex girlfriend (which doesn’t like me so much).

So on that night, I was on a stage that I just said things straight forward, not caring who read it or what it could mean other than what I intended it to be. So basically I said some pretty harsh stuff, and then my friend read it.

She was devastated, hurt. I know this, but I also know that what I said was very hurtfull, even if I didn’t mean it in a hurtfull way, she still got hurt, my very close friend. So on Monday, I went to her. Told her how bad I felt for hurting her, for not thinking about what I was saying… She held a grudge against me. I was shattered. I couldn’t believe what I have done. I cried myself to sleep that night.

She ignored me the whole Tuesday and Wednesday at school as well. Here’s the miracle, Wednesday afternoon she came to me, told me that such a minor detail won’t mess up our friendship.

What have I learned?

True friendship can’t be shattered so easily. Forgiveness takes time.

But with all these things happening, I also had a thought. If my friend and I were so hurt by what happened, how does God feel if he sees what is happening to his creations all over the world. How does He feel when someone loses faith in Him?

Does God also cry?