Choosing God











{May 11, 2008}   What to do…?

Have you ever had a secret of a friend that you wanted to figure out what it was, and when you found out, you wish you never did? Well this happended to me…recently. But in this case it wasn’t what, it was who.

I didn’t go through a lot of trouble to figure out who it was, let’s say her name is Ginger. My friend just gave me a few pieces of the puzzle and eventually I put everything together. I was enraged when I found out who it was. Ginger all ready has someone and then she sends text messages to my friend saying that she will wait for my friend….while she has someone!!! This someone, Ben (for example), is almost like a brother to me. I told my friend that I am enraged becuase it’s hitting a little close to home.

I have never felt so much anger before in my life. What am I supposed to do about this? Everytime I see Ginger I just want to rip her to shreds. Why is this? All of these people are younger than me… I’m in a situation where I have absolutely no control over my feelings, only over my actions…

Please help me…



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